Hello everyone!
Lack of posts, I know.

Let me summarize what happened in these four days.

Okay, so project "Make Hot Guy notice me" was a total failure. I think he actually thinks I'm stalking him. He has a cute butt though and idk he is just gorgeous and perfect and whatever I do he doesn't even notice me wah.

Apparently there is this 8th grader, who is a girl, who fought with another 8th grader, and NOW 9th, 10th, and 11th graders are involved and are all against this girl in grade 8. Idek man why can't they just chill and leave her alone.

And oh, the SOPA thing. I didn't think that it would actually happen. But I don't think that it's simply something to do with the websites. It has something to do with America's government and illuminati.

Goodnight c:

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I am so sorry for lack of posts!

I've been too busy and I kind of needed to take a break from posting for a while.
Nothing big happened actually. Finals are almost here. And I have 2 finals on Sunday as well.

Thursday was so fun! Jana was looking for a new "man" so we took this guy called Tareq to her and Jana S. and I were all like "why don't you like her?" "isn't she gorgeous?" "what is your problem?" "are you gay?"
He didn't think we were serious but he played along anyway.

Friday was study day and I'm almost done with one of my subjects.
I also watched proposals and army homecoming videos it was so beautiful awh :'-)

Gotta go now, bye!

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So today was quite fun!

Caught hot guy staring at me twice and it was pretty awkward knowing that my friend went to talk to him and asked him several questions the other day :S pretende that I had a new crush and she believed. Done with my economics and chemistry quiz and English class was hilarious oh my God.

Finals are coming closer and closer and I can only freak out more.

*Also noticed that he pretty much moved on.

It's over.

"There is a difference between getting over it and getting through it."

I guess I just got through it.

Goodnight

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Just wanted to say that I decided I won't be posting diary entries from Jan. 18 ~ Jan. 31 because I want to start studying for my finals early. Especially since Physics is my first exam (Jan. 22) and I really have to get a good grade on this in order to continue the IGCSE program.

Other than that, today was pretty good. Our biology weekly is cancelled so that means more time to study for our final on Sunday!! Also, Mr. Mhd my physics teacher, gave us revision sheets for Physics so I am quite pleased :'-) it is 1020 PM now and I gotta get up at 5 so,

Goodnight!!
Xo

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First week back to school.

Wasn't that bad. Saw him again and saw hot guy too omg unf. In recess, my friends were making fun because I complained that I was too fat. They called obese, anorexic and asked if I was bulimic. It's okay, I don't take that stuff seriously though. One of my friendly foes asked for my tumblr and I hesitated oh gosh.

I miss him though :-( sometimes, I regret not trying to be good friends with him again after we broke up. Because he tried to.

Goodnight.

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Nothing special about today. First week of 2012 was pretty good alhamdulillah. Tomorrow is the first day of school since winter break, kind of nervous, I don't why. Will update shortly.

Goodnight!

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Today was pretty average. School's after tomorrow though and I am not even close to ready. I feel like it's summer again you know? Ugh so not in the mood for stress and non stop studying again. Oh well, InshAllah kheir.

Goodnight!

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Today wasn't very special. Had an amazing workout and watched Kendall's Sweet Sixteen Special and she is actually so kind and sweet omg awh. I didn't get to finish studying what I planned to today so boo. But I did ask my dad about driving so hopefully he teaches me soon ;-)

Goodnight!

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Hello readers. Today has been a semi-productive day. I went with the family to Al Ain and bought a jacket, lip balm, and a ring from H&M. I wanted to buy this bag from New Look that would be perfect for school but I didn't get it omg. I regret that so much. Then we had lunch at Golden Fork. I just took the shrimp with broccoli and rice.

When we came back home, I started writing study notes for Computer when I was done, I had a workout which wasn't good because I had no energy so I didn't do any leg/butt workouts. Later on I memorised one side of the notes and I'm planning to memorise the rest tomorrow.

Also, apparently we have a final exam next week which we didn't know of. How cute.


Anyway, super tired, goodnight!
Xo

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My first bad-good day of 2012.

Today I had struggled with my self esteem.
Today I overreacted over something that seems completely silly at the moment.
Today,
I tried to sratch my arm with my own finger nails.

Sometimes you go through phased in life and realise, "I'm not important to anyone." Well, not a lot of people know this, but that is how I feel about everyone. I mean, I don't feel like I am important to my friends. My friends do not make an effort to actually talk to me. They do not really care. And so, I treat them as if I am a genuine c***. My family, I have complex relationships with. I often feel like I do not belong in my family. I am the only one from my sibling who does not know how to speak her father's language. (I'm mixed) I often feel like I am a disappointment to my father and that if I were never born, my family would do better. I felt like my mother would never actually listen to what I said even if it was important. I felt like my mother didn't actually care about me. I was wrong.

Readers, please take it from me, there is no one on this Earth who is more important than your mother. Your mother is the most precious thing in life and death, there is no words to explain. If your mother decided that you will go to hell, God will send you there at the Day of Judgement. Your father, yes, he is important, however the father is just for support. Your mother, your mother, your mother, then your father. That's how it is. Please, readers, do not try to get away from your parents even if you feel like you want to die and that your life sucks. When you finally get your "freedom" and your own apartment those days would be the most loneliest days of your life. I personally do not fear anything more than the day my parents will pass. Even if I do not know the date, I dread it so much.

Please, no matter how angry and furious you get because of something your parents did, make sure to forgive them and apologise as well. It is not your right as a child to get mad at them in the first place and it is out of respect that you should apologise.

I thank God so much that I have both my parents standing by my side right here, right now.

I think you should all be thankful too.

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Almost forgot to post this aha!

Today was pretty average. Had a workout, took a bath, then started writing notes for my computer final. And took a break in between that and fixed my fan fiction of Rapunzel a bit. Then I had to start studying and so I have done 2/6 lessons so far! And lesson 3 is so unbelievably long.

I have found my love for You Me At Six again omg. Josh is so adorable he is like the most cutest thing and Max is just like the most cray guy I've eve known about but I love them both.

Anyway, super tired goodnight!

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Happy New Year you guys!

As I said, I would post these sort of "diary" entries each day of the year, summing up my day.

Well today I had a sort of successful workout this morning and in the afternoon I watched How To Train Your Dragon for the first time and oh my God, Toothless is like the most adorable thing in the world of animation and after that, I watched Tangled for the second time and I was suddenly so inspired to write! So I did and, I have completed the first chapter of my very own Tangled fan fiction! I guess you could call it that. I changed as much as I can about the movie to make it more original and I made modern as well so, no horses, no magic, no knights and swords and kingdoms etc. Not sure if I will post it on here nor if I should post it on Figment but yeah, I am very determined to finish it and this is a wonderful start to a new year :-)

I'm going to be a bit busy this week because I have to study for my upcoming weekly test and final but I will probably post an entry tomorrow as well, if I remember.

Hope you all had a wonderful New Years Eve. <3

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